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I'm such a scaredy cat.

Tue Mar 16, 2010, 8:32 PM
  • Mood: Dumbfounded
  • Listening to: Big Bright Beautiful World - Shrek the Musical
  • Reading: Double Star by Robert Heinlen
  • Playing: Harvest Moon DS
  • Eating: Fun Dip
  • Drinking: Water
stolen from :iconflame-wave-alchemist:

The FEAR meter.

x= Somewhat
xx= Greater
xxx= Huge Enormous Crippling Holy Monkey-Pellet Fear

[] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness.
[] Acrophobia - Fear of heights.(I have a fear of falling... but I don't think that's the same thing because I love looking down from high up if I'm sure I've got something under me.)
[] Agliophobia - Fear of pain.
[] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds.
[x] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects.
[] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car.
[x] Androphobia - Fear of men.
[] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking.
[] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers.
[x] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society.
[x] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched.
[xxxxxxxx] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
[] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers.
[] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning.
[] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness.(Pfft, this makes me LOL)
[] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection.
[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure.
[] Aulophobia - Fear of flutes.
[] Autophobia - Fear of being alone.


B
[] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria.
[x] Barophobia - Fear of gravity. (This I think fits my fear of falling.)
[] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep.
[] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians.
[] Bibliophobia - Fear of books.
[] Botanophobia - Fear of plants.


C
[] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.
[xx] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors.
[] Chionophobia - Fear of snow.
[] Chromophobia - Fear of colors.
[] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks.
[] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces.
[] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns.
[] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers. (Again I just have to lol.)
[] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs.

D
[] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees.
[] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists.
[] Domatophobia - Fear of houses.
[x] tychiphobia - Fear of accidents.

E
[] Ecophobia - Fear of the home.
[] Elurophobia - Fear of cats. (Someone spelled this wrong - it's Ailurophobia I think.)
[] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers.
[] Equinophobia - Fear of horses.

G
[] Gophobia - Fear of marriage.
[] Genuphobia - Fear of knees.
[] Globophobia - Fear of balloons.
[xxx] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public.
[] Gynophobia - Fear of women

H
[] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun.
[x] Hemophobia - Fear of blood.(depends how much blood.)
[] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles.
[] Hydrophobia - Fear of water.

I
[] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors.
[x] Insectophobia - Fear of insects. (Mostly just roaches and beetles.)
[] Ichithyophobia - Fear of fish

K
[] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms.

L
[] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white.
[] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
[] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth.

M
[] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking.
[] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black.
[] Microphobia - Fear of small things.
[] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs.

N
[] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things.
[] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night.
[] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals.

O
[] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight.
[] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
[] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain.
[] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes.
[] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds.

P
[] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper.
[] Pathophobia - Fear of disease.
[] Pedophobia - Fear of children.
[] Philophobia - Fear of love.
[] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid (I can see how this would be a problem for some people.)
[] Podophobia - Fear of feet.
[] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple.
[] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns.
[] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying.
[] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire.

S
[] Scolionophobia - Fear of school.
[] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon.
[] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation.
[] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep.

T
[x] Tachophobia - Fear of speed.
[] Technophobia - Fear of technology.
[] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder.
[x] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections.(Mostly why I'm afraid of needles - I mean, I'm not scared of sewing needles...)

V-Z
[] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women.
[x] Verminophobia - Fear of germs. (Kinda creepy how something so imperceptible can effect you so much)
[] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft.
[x] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers.
[] Zoophobia - Fear of animals.

Bringing Back the 100 Pic Challenge

Wed Feb 3, 2010, 2:14 PM
  • Mood: Dumbfounded
  • Listening to: The Origin of Love - Hedwig and the Angry Inch
  • Reading: A Year Like None Other
  • Playing: Harvest Moon DS
  • Eating: Cheeze -its
  • Drinking: Water
I'm bringing this back because I feel stupid for never finishing it.

I'm gonna take this challenge and do it in solely Chibis. I'm hoping that drawing 100 straight chibi pictures will help improve them xD



The rules:
1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic can count for one theme only.
2.) No time limit so have fun.
3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.
3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not break any rules set out in the DA etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.
4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed
5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic
6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

... And here is the list:

:star: 1. Introduction - [link]
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
:star: 5. Seeking Solace - [link]
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
:star: 11. Memory - [link]
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
:star: 14. Smile - [link]
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
:star: 18. Rainbow - [link]
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
:star: 23. Cat - [link]
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
:star: 29. Happiness - [link]
:star: 30. Under the Rain - [link]
31. Flowers
32. Night
:star: 33. Expectations - [link]
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
:star: 39. Dreams - [link]
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
:star: 59. No Way Out - [link]
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
:star: 70. 67% - [link]
:star: 71. Obsession - [link]
72. Mischief Managed
:star: 73. I Can't - [link]
:star: 74. Are You Challenging Me? - [link]
75. Mirror
:star: 76. Broken Pieces - [link]
:star: 77. Test - [link]
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
:star: 82. Can You Hear Me? - [link]
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
:star: 87. Food - [link]
88. Pain
:star: 89. Through the Fire - [link]
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
:star: 97. Safety First - [link]
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

Say what now?

Sun Jan 24, 2010, 3:55 PM
  • Mood: Anger
  • Listening to: The Origin of Love - Hedwig and the Angry Inch
  • Watching: Ponyo
  • Playing: Harvest Moon DS
  • Drinking: Water
Have you ever had someone so intent on attacking you that they actually googled you?

I was in a forum (correction, my mom was in a forum with my account) discussing the Cuyahoga County Cyber Safe thing (see previous journal entry) and eventually things got a little out of hand.
Mom eventually made her own username and continued talking about the situation.

We got a warning from my brother's attorney - passed along from the DA we were badmouthing - that it would hurt my brother's case to continue talking about it.
Mom let the forum people know that someone from the DA's office was probably watching the forum, and something about the way she said it made them imply that one of them was a government mole or something along that line.

So, it never got resolved, and mom got banned and my account was already banned for inactivity or whatever. And then they continued hollering about it.
The thread was eventually deleted but before it was someone said something along the lines of (I'm paraphrasing because I don't recall it word for word):
"Oh, and though I can't post anything about Nekuyo here I'll give you some teasers. She just turned 23, she considers herself "The Artist behind the DORK" and she's been ranting about this on another site despite the warnings!"
And then someone asked for a PM about my journal entry I think.

The way she got this information had to have been googling my username. She was LOOKING for something to badmouth me with. WTF?? How do I attract these people?! I didn't even fuckin' DO anything this time. Everyone KNEW that it wasn't me by the time the thread was being closed.

So, just in case she looks here again - since I have no way of getting in touch with her, I have a reply:

Fuck you. That journal entry was before I even found that stupid forum, and WELL before the DA's warning. And I don't apologize for it at all because I believe every word of what I said.
And who are you to judge me no matter WHAT I've written? I never got the chance to talk on that site and I don't care because you ALL presented the front of being little cheerleaders for a cause without actually knowing what you're rooting for.

The End.

Happy Birthday!

Wed Jan 13, 2010, 1:23 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Watching: James Cameron's Avatar
  • Playing: Professor Layton & the Diabolical Box
  • Drinking: Cream Soda
I'm 23, wh00t.

Cuyahoga County Operation Cyber Safe

Mon Dec 28, 2009, 1:02 PM
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Jonathan Coulton - Chiron Beta Prime
  • Playing: Professor Layton & the Diabolical Box
  • Eating: Werther's Original Hard Candies
  • Drinking: Water
I would please to like to draw your attention to this link. [link]

Now that you've skimmed this news article I would like you to be a skeptic. I KNOW for a fact that at least one of these people is innocent. He's my brother. (I shall name no names).
He got fired from a job he's had for 15 years, and his name is completely smeared in his community for something he didn't do.

I've talked with him, he has a Limewire account where supposedly the distribution and download of the child pornography took place.
I've never had Limewire but I've had other file sharing programs so I only know a little about how they work.
It's very feasible for things like that to be planted on someones computer.
My brother had never seen anything like that on his computer, even up until the day he got fired. He obviously wasn't doing thorough sweeps of it so perhaps someone could have planted it in an unused obscure folder, but it's more likely that it just wasn't actually there until after the fact.

This to me seems like an obvious political agenda. The district attorney (Bill Mason) obviously wants to get re-elected and so is leading this Operation Cyber Safe because child pornography has been a big issue in Cuyahoga County in the past. But as they mention in the article the conviction rate for it is 100% and it's usually fairly well publicized. It seems to me that it's unlikely that ACTUAL offenders would be transferring these types of files on a program as well known as Limewire, particularly as there are many other ways of getting things from one computer to another in ways that are much more discreet and not monitored by an outside party.

Not only that but it appears that this was his WORK computer, and not his home one. Which makes the conviction even that more suspicious. Anyone who can keep a job for 15 years, obviously isn't distracted by porn of any type that he's surreptitiously looking at during work hours. Especially not highly illegal porn, even if he WERE into that sort of thing (which he's not).

Why my brother might have been targeted for this is anyone's guess. But I DO know that this accusation is false. Whether someone else was using his computer, or the files were planted there using Limewire or other means.

My mother (reading over my shoulder a tad) wants me to warn you off of programs like Limewire, because she figures that it's all their fault. But really the risk of things showing up on your computer, anything from viruses to child porn, is the risk you take upon yourself when you use a file sharing program. So while I would caution you to always be aware of the sort of stray files you might be downloading when you download that new pirated movie, I wouldn't directly caution you away from the program you use to download it.

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